hello mum some people might think im mad doing all this just to hold on to a feeling of what it was like before you was nedded up there but to be frank its all i got left. i miss you so so much mum i feel like my life has been torn apart! but life wont beat me mum. i am strong and i will make the most of my life because its what you would want. i know i done a lot of bad things in the past but you know i loved you mum. i always will. for the rest of my life mum im going to hang on to the hope that e will meet again some day. i hope you have made piece with all up there mum and deep down i know you needed your mum and dad just like i need mine. i love and miss you so so much mum always and forever. your loving son bob xxxx